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Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
12:58 pm	Date on Saturday This is a dedication to what happened on Saturday.  1. Why don't you ride my horse? 2.  Pop corn and rootbeer... and not getting asked about the bottles on the train. 3. Can you walk like a penguin? 4. Tree ::hits seat::     Lamppost ::hits seat:: 5. Holy fuckin puddle Batman! 6. Stupid adolecents who think they can do anything on ice skate and fall on their face. 7. Tank top in 0 degree weather causes hard nips. 8. The fishing frog at the frog pond is hard to sit on. 9. Hmm, where did my Charlie card go? 10. Hey you two ladies, how are you doing tonight? ohh drunken men in boston. 11. The sign for the train times changes is loud. 12. Double Decker Trains!!!!! 13. 10 little penises, 20 if you count the toes. 14. Ticklish? 15. Creepy guy who stares at lesbians. Well thats pretty much what happened. lol. and most of the things NO ONE is going to understand. so. sorry. mmk, must go study for my A&P test thingymabober.... wish me luck!!! <3 always ~Jen~ Current Mood: so happy! Current Music: Sugarland Settlin' (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 6th, 2007
3:38 pm	3 years. wow. i just can't believe its been 3 years since Mr. Nee called Mrs. Nowak out of the classroom to tell her that one of our own. aboy of just under 17. still 16 years old. sweet sixteen had passed away. I didn't even know almost at all. he was just a kid in a couple of my classes. He was popular but not the bad, snobby popular. he was just a nice kid. no one had beef with him. in HS we didn't really have cliques. not that i was aware of atleast. I had my group of friends and i was happy. I don't know what i am trying to say. i donno. taking a life is bad. period end of story. but i just don't understand why it had to be justin. He was a well rounded good peroson. But its just like, all the kids who are going no where with their lives. Justin was going to go somewhere. i'm sure he was going to do something great until that day. sigh. just an overly emotional day. i woke up and cried when i remembered it was the 6th.  mmk, off to the cousin's basketball game. leave some luvin Current Mood: pensive Current Music: Hey God, Lonestar (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 21st, 2006
6:41 am	sometimes i really wonder what would happen if i died tomorrow, who would come to my funeral or wake? My mom would be there along with my brother, aunt and cousins. My uncle stephen would probably be there with shelby. My uncle john would come up, and my uncle mike might come here from arizona. Would my dad come, or just not bother, would he even relize what was being said to him? Would my grandmother come is she knew i was a lesbian, or jsut totally cut me off and decide i am not part of the family? Family is a given. but what about those who I personally cherish? What of those who i love? Would they come and take a day off classes or just not even bother? I wish i could find the answers to my questions like Tom Sawyer in Huckleberry Finn did by staging my own death just to see who shows up. Then other times, i feel like the only reason i haven't committed suicide is because i know my mom would be a hollow shell of what she once was. Plus if she ever found out i had committed suicide she would try to revive me if only to kill me herself for being stupid and selfish. I never could though. I am too much of a coward to live,. but more of a coward tokill myself. I just wish for once in my life i had something to live for. or more like someone to live for. Someone who chose to care about me, not just felt obligated. Don't bother commenting, even though no one is going to read anything i write anyways.... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Yo Ho Ho and a Bottle of Rum (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 9th, 2006
12:23 pm	I FINALLY TOLD HER! So, i finally told my mom i like girls. in all honesty i think i am a full on lesbian. but im not sure.  I am soooo proud of myself. She took it well. although i was surprised to know that she didnt know i liked girls. or atleast had an 'inclination' to them. although she did say it explained alot about this past year. and then she started on a tangent about how she doesnt understand homosexual relationships or something... and i was like huh?  so then she explained that she knew the straight side. and i was like well, yeah. but like it was just such an emotional time for me cuz i was like crying and stuff and i just didnt feel like explaining lesbianism. lol. so all thats left taht i really care about is my aunt. i just hope that she understands and will still let me see my cousins .... i would be absolutly crushed if she didnt.  anyways. all went well... she rambled alot .... but she said she understands and said it was okay and that she loved me but she just needs time to absorb it. which is totally undestandable cuz like i have had like 6 years to absorb it and understand it even though it took me 5 years for myself to accept it. and i am happy. i am getting less frequent headaches. i think that was stressing me out alot more than i wanted myself to believe.  anywho. <3 always Jen Current Mood: i think i think too much.... Current Music: Just to see you Smile, Tim McGraw (Comment on this)
Monday, September 25th, 2006
7:30 pm	ouch mmk, note to self: dont dump hot oil outside on lawn, makes big puff of smoke and can burn you severly..... allow to cool and dispose of properly..... so yeah i have been cooking alot lately, made a really good fish dish and mac and cheese.... all turned out pretty well.... im impressed with myself... well yeah thats it, not much goign on in my life to write about and even if i did no one would read it or care really.... but anywho, just started my new job at winchester hospital, really happy about that, i am out of market basket for good yay! downside to working at winchester is i will be working EVERY day 5 30-10 .... so there leaves no room for socializing except on weekends well, that is about it..... school/work/homework/sleep when i can fit it in... Current Mood: :) (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 13th, 2006
5:35 pm	twice in one day?!?!? its like the 8th wonder of the world!!! (Click here to post your own answers for this meme.) ✓ I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days. × I own lots of books. ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (mostly contacts considering i lost my glasses) ✓ I love to play video games.  (when i am in the mood.. usually with my bro) × I've tried marijuana. ✓ I've watched porn movies.  (meh, they are over rated) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. × I believe honesty is usually the best policy. ✓ I curse sometimes.  (how dare you fucking acuse me of fuckin cursing?!?! fuck bitch asshole!!!!) ✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. ( it goes on... ) i tag EVERYONE!!!! Current Mood: ;) what do you think? Current Music: Achy Breaky Heart, Billy Ray Cyrus (Comment on this)
9:56 am	bumkins87: hey cheergrl 8723 is away at 9:37:24 AM. bumkins87: i thought you might do that Auto response from cheergrl 8723: A little more sleep... then getting my hair done bumkins87: what, do you hate everyone from the burg now? well with the exception of dan??? cheergrl 8723: what the fuck is your problem cheergrl 8723: im tired and im going to sleep cheergrl 8723: i dont feel like talking chill out cheergrl 8723: i got your bitchy little IM last time too just get over it bumkins87: meh, i dont care, but you havent talked to anyone at all.... Auto response from cheergrl 8723: A little more sleep... then getting my hair done cheergrl 8723: how do you figure cheergrl 8723: and how is that any of your concern bumkins87: its not really... but it gets kinda agrivating when i try to have a conversation with someone, and then they go away as soon as i IM them cheergrl 8723: who the fuck cares... i was putting one up when you imed me i didnt notice that yhou said anything bumkins87: mmk cheergrl 8723: well get over it really cheergrl 8723: idk why you care so much cheergrl 8723: now im going back to bed for 20 mins cheergrl 8723: bye bumkins87: bye sweetie isnt that the most hillarious conversation ever?!?!?! LOL mmk, well my life has been boring thus far ... just been working and hanging out with no one in particular... eating lunch with janicelater on today... maybe seeing pirates of the caribbean later on today.. starting to get a lil depressed since i havent found my summer fling yet... starting to think its not going to happen for me... maybe i will just become A-sexual.. mmmk going back to bed for a lil while ... leave comments if ya love me Current Mood: lonely Current Music: Jason Mraz (Comment on this)
Friday, June 30th, 2006
11:12 pm	okay, well, my laptop is like broken at the moment so i will be using the home computer as often as i can get on... well, oh well, call my cell if you absolutly cant live without me... leave it or cell Current Mood: wtf?!?!?!? (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 24th, 2006
2:17 pm	lets see if anyone does this thang My name: Who am I in love with: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When was the last time that we saw each other: Do I smoke (weed or cigs): Do I drink: What was your first impression of upon meeting me: Do I have any siblings: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: What's my favorite type of music: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you consider me a friend/good friend: What is a memory we have once had: Have you ever hugged me: Do you miss me: Do you think i miss you: What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on me: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: Who do I like right now: What is my worst habit: If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what would i bring? Will you repost this so I can do it for you? Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 19th, 2006
3:47 pm	my car is officially dead... even if i did fix it, i dont think i could ever drive it again.... crashed it into some woods... brakes gave out... IM me if you want details, anyone have a car that they want to give me?!?!?!? leave comments if you feel so inclined Current Mood: still in a bit of shock Current Music: I wanna fall in love (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 15th, 2006
7:42 pm	loads of fun last night lol, okay so last night was too good NOT to write abou it... so after i spent the ENTIRE day babysitting i wanted to go out... so i stopped by brooks on my way home from my aunts and talked janice into going out.. picked her up at like 9 30ish and left her house at 9 45... didnt take as long as i thought it would to leave her house... so we decided we were hungry and went out to wendy's in lowell/tewksbury on our way back i took a detour by the tewksbury library and then went to take a right at the next set of lights... so i kept going and then i saw the blue flashing lights behind me and im like OH SHIT! so i pull over and he comes up to the window and asks for my license and registration... i know i dont have my license but pretend to look for it anyways... and give him my registration, he looks in the back of my car and is like you play softball? and im like yeah bt that is my brothers stuff.. so he takes my registration and goes back to his car.. comes back and says he stopped me because i didnt come to a full and complete stop at the red light ... asks if i am on my way home and then says just dont do it again and lets me go!!!!!!!!!!! how the fuck does that happen you may be asking youself!! especially considering i A.) I didnt have my license with me B.) my registration sticker is 6 monthes old C.) my right head light is out and D.) I WAS SPEEDING HORRIBLY!!!!! i have no freakin clue!!!! im just lucky i guess!!!! well, dropped janice off after that fiasco... twas funny Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
6:32 pm	um, yeah kk, so yeah, i havent updated this thing since before college started... so sue me.. but anyways, i just re-discovered why LJ is so cool... ill prolly start updating soon neways... not that anyone missed me in my absense or will prolly read this shit anyways.. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
12:25 am	some suveys cuz im bored Would You? Created by stormy17 and taken 6 times on Bzoink Would you ever?? Ask a guy out? sure Call someone that you have a crush on? mmhmmm Talk to a stranger? yeah, they always seem to have the best candy Eat something strange for 100 bucks? nah never got the chance Have sex before married? prolly.... Date someone because you felt bad? maybe .. depends on the person Drive without a liscence? haha well considering i have, like 3 years ago, wen i was licenseless Sing in front of people? sure.. but it wont' sound too good Play strip poker? yeah thats fun Lie to your parents? yeah .... but not about big things... Sneak out of the house? mmhmm Make prank phone calls? hahaha yes, i have.. they can be funny wen exicuted properly Pose for a porn magazine? no... just no Do drugs? no, im not into that scene man Cheat on someone you love? i hope not Drive drunk? NO!!! that is sooo unbelievably dangerous, dudes and dudets if u need a ride cuz ur wasted or even just a lil drunk... call me!!! i will pick u up!!!! Drive high? no, thats equally as dangerous if not more so... read above Call yourself in sick when you're not? hahaha yeah been there done that Skip school? ... in hs i did.. not often.. just wen i needed a break Become a tarot card reader? lol ::clears throat:: janice ::clears throat again:: Make yourself puke? tried it but i don't kno how... my gag reflex isnt sensitive enough i guess Strip at a party drunk? never been drunk Cut yourself for attention? no.... thats not good Call someone you don't even know names, because everyone else does? nahh thats mean Join a gang? no Have kinky sex? ... dunno... maybe? Bite a bats head off like Ozzy? no thats disgusting Blame someone else for something you did? lol, i have, but ive learned to grow up and take responsibility, ppl seem to respect u more Get married? mmhmm Have kids? yeah... i want lots o kids Would you rather?? Date a guy/girl you don't like, or a best friend of the same sex? hmmmm prolly best friend.. Drink Coke or Pepsi? neither <3sunkist<3 Hate or Love? LOVE man Drink or do drugs? drink Kill a spider or a fly? ::flinches:: spiders ::flinches::... i have slight aracnaphobia Be with a smoker or a non-smoker? non smoker... smoking is icky have a Cat or dog? dogs.. considering im allergic to cats Suck someones toe or someones belly button? uhh it would be kinda difficult to suck some1's belly button if they r an inny Kill someone you love or be killed by them? umm killing isnt cool, not to mention its illigal Sing or dance? umm dance while singing Listen to rock or rap? rock Bite or be bitten? bite Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink How Boring Is Your Town? Created by xxxcupcakexxx and taken 8 times on Bzoink What is the name of your town? wilmington How many people live there? ::shrugs:: How big is your school? ummm like 900 What is the closest 'city' to you? Woburn How far is it? next town over What state/country do you live in? Massachusetts In Your Town, Do You Have... A movie theater? noppers A bowling alley? no A mall? hahaha we have a "Plaza" Other shopping outlets? hahaha ... we have a maket basket and 4 no wait 5 dunks?? More than three churches? mmhmm lol it took me a while but we have 5 A cemetary? mmhmm 2 actually, a big one and a lil old one right accross the street from the big one More than 4 pizza places? uhh i think we have 4... pizza mia, brothers, wilmington house, and like billy's or gregs...lol wat ever took over uncle mickeys A sub shop? yeah we have a subway and a diangalos Gas stations? sure we have a few More than one grocery store? no... lol only market basket A community center? i don't htink so A town pool? no A lake or pond? yeah but 1/2 the time its contaminated with like a flesh eating bacteria or summin A town common? yeah but its kinda small Playgrounds or Parks? yeah we have a few... ummm but most r small... A nickname? lol... i dont' think so.. but i call it wilmy Last Stuff Do you think your town is boring? yeah Why or why not? HAHAHAHA ... live here for a month and ull understand Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
2:14 am	random question ya kno that song that kermit the frog sings, the rainbow song, and the first line it, "why are there so many songs about rainbows and wats on the other side" well i dont' kno any ongs that r about rainbows... or wats on the other side...thats the only 1 i kno..... hmmm Current Mood: curious Current Music: the rainbow song by kermit the frog (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:46 am	bored stolen from janice... leave it as a comment [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] want to get in my pants? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] have sex with me? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im hot? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to suck me? [_] want to eat me? [_] want to cuddle wit me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to have sex with me? AM i... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] cool? [_] loveable? [_] adorable? [_] compassionate? [_] great to be with? [_] attractive? [_] mean? [_] odd? HAVE Y0U EVER... [_] thought about me? [_] thought about hookin up with me? [_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me? [_] wished i were there? [_] grabbed me? [_] had a crush on me? [_] idolized me? [_] wanted my number? [_] had a dream about me? [_] been distracted by me? [_] wanted to have sex with me? ARE Y0U... [_] happy you know me? [_] mad at me? [_] thinkin bout me? [_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 19th, 2005
7:48 am	k, haven't updated in a while ok, well i definatly haven't updated in quite some time, not that any1 reads the POS ... lets see, well hmm... since my last update, softball has ended, hmm, ive worked my ass off at mb ... (we r training this new girl (well new to the bakery) and well she is rather ditzy...)) i haven't gone out much cuz i don't have any money, i will be moving to FITCHBURG in 9 days...lol i still gotta go shopping for college...ummm i went ova janice's house last nite and watched sin city...lol that is a pretty fucked up movie... its sooo weird and well, completely random!!!!... hmm so far no one has really come to visit me at the bakery.... wednesday is my last day there ... well for the summer atleast... ill prolly be back hom every couple of weekends to work cuz i still need to save up some more money lol ... mmmk im going to go get ready and wake my family up cuz im going shopping with mi madre and my bro has some band buddy breakefast thingymabober       leave some luvin (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
10:40 am	This photo was taken in a hospital after the patient was in an accident where he was responsible for a young woman's death. It is said that when you receive this image and do not repost this , the woman will look for you during the night to collect your soul. People in Laredo, Texas, received this image and did not send it and were killed outside a bar; it looked as if this woman killed them. Send it to five people or the woman will look for you. Current Mood: scared (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
4:37 am	this is a survey that my beep and i took this morning she fell asleep on the fone during some of it.... and then i just let her go to bed lol so sum of it might be repetative ........ A Basic Survey..57 Questions If you MUST know. Created by GcsEvilQueen27 and taken 488 times on bzoink! Basic Your mom named you: Jennifer Katherine Sullivan ... Adrienne Caroline Fisher Do you like your name? yes, especially cuz my grandmother hates my middle name.... mmmmm yuppers Some people call me: jen, jenny bo benny, jenny, jenny jenny foo foo... beep, adn, a smurph, poop, shit, ardvark You were born: yes i was on 1.18.87 .... yeah... Age: 18 and proud of it ...... 17..... School: Fitchburg state...... wilmy high State you live in: massachusetts..... massachusetts Sign: capricorn....... scorpio Righty or Lefty?: righty .....righty Screename(s)?: bumkins87, and a bunch of others that i dont' use anymore...... ACF1987 What is your favorite..... Type of music?: anything on kiss 108.... all kinds Band?: uhhhh don' t have one really..... dido Place to be?: in a pool or any body of water..... MB.. just kidding Thing to do: swim..... have sex bahahahaha jk.. im a virgin Person to be with: my beep...... beep and meghan Person to talk to online: my beep and my future boob twin.... wen beep is on Movie: wedding crashers is fucking hilarious......... tooooooooooooo many TV Show: <3strong medicine<3..... mtv Which do you prefer? Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate.......vanilla Coke or Pepsi?: <3sunkist<3.... pepsi Radio or CDs?: radio...... dido TV or Computer?: computer..... dido Dog or Cat?: dog.... cat .... (jen) grrr cats r not cool im allergic ggrrrrr arg Good Charlotte or Mest?: WTF???? MEST?????..... good charlotte Taking Back Sunday or Thursday?: wtf does not compute ... does not compute... ...i don't kno Something Corporate or Coldplay?: uhh cold play....... something corporate???? uhhh no def cold play Republican or Democrat?: ummmmm i dunno...... i can't vote AIM or Yahoo?: aim ....same When was the last time that you... spun and spun until you fell down? XD: lol wat if i said yesterday???? lol i do it with my cousins like last week ....a month ago Listened to your favorite music?: umm in the car last nite....... umm in the car driving home from hen's house Cried?: lol like and hour ago.......2 monthes ago Laughed?: lol while i was on the fone with my beep Hurt someone?: lol prolly 2day dont' really remember .....today Talked about someone behind their back?: lol like and hour ago while on the fone with my beep...... lol yeah Told someone you loved them?: rite before i went to bed...my mommy Hugged someone?: my mommy........ hehehehe ummmm sunday nite Kissed someone?: ummm prolly kissed my mom on the cheek or summin....... ::smiles:: Wanted to kill someone?: lol last nite i was ready to murder my bro...... lol my sis yesterday Wanted to badly hurt (but not kill XD) someone?: lol same as above..... same as above Embarrassed yourself?: lol 2nite at the sball game...... 2nite at the party Told a secret about yourself?: lol.... i dunno.............. lol hmmmmmm Told a secret about someone else?: lol 2nite............ same..........(jen) oh beep What was the last....(yes theres a difference between this & the last one) Word you said?: beep........... beep Food you ate?: im chewing gum rite now does that count????...........cake Song you danced to?: ummmm ooooo u got a friend in me from toy story lol in the car on the way home from lemonster.................i dunno .... summin at the party Song you cried because of?: ummmm the heaven song from the i miss u daddy thing in my profile...but the slow version of it... not techno .......... uhh i dunno Song you felt happy because of?: ummmm???? no idea.........uhh thats a weird question Ok this is over. Not so bad for a first try, eh? Did you like the survey?: it was ok...........ummm Will you IM me if you feel like it at xXBenjiful27Xx ?: that would be weird if i did........... uhhh Goodbye. sure..........she fell asleep a while ago Fuck you. XD um ..... . . . . . . . . . Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: baby ur all that i want wen ur lying here in my arms ....... (Comment on this)
Friday, August 5th, 2005
2:00 am	is this true? The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSELL!!!! LOL yes this is my lil cousin, he is 7 today!!!! sheesh.. i remember wen he was jsut a lil 3 year old and couldn't speak... 4 years later, he is going into 1st grade and ya can't get him to shut up!!! Current Mood: bubbly Current Music: kelly clarkson, since u been gone (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
10:15 am	fuck this shit gotta love it wen all ur friends plan to go to the beach one day, totally forget to invite u, then not pick up their fones wen u call.... ya kno wat fine.... fuck them.... by the way, who ever is reading this and did not go to the beach 2day and was just sleeping wen i called or wat ever, this is not for u and i really would like to see a movie this afternoon Current Mood: fuck off im in a bad mood (1 Comment |Comment on this)